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eleanor’s porcelain doll companion
yami was created as a companion to eleanor and was put on a shelf with other toys. yami was one of eleanor’s most prized possessions and was put on special display where eleanor could talk to it often, almost acting like eleanor’s verbal diary.
one day a voided humanoid from the depths of hyperspace broke into the garden shed on one of eleanor’s expeditions gone wrong, and attempted to destroy everything she loved within the garden shed, which unfortunately included poor yami. the stranger (who yami originally thought was eleanor there to play with it) picked up yami while it was sleeping and smashed its face in with his bare hands in the middle of the night. the stranger looked down at his thumbs in horror, watching as yami's flesh stained his skin while yami twitched in pain, believing eleanor was the one that did such a horrible thing to it. the stranger quickly left after witnessing the bloody sight, abandoning his plan and plopping yami back to its display, leaving yami permanently blind.
the next hour after a vigorous fight, eleanor returned to see yami bleeding all over its display. she attempted to get answers out of yami as she cleaned up the mess, but yami refused to answer, laying hopeless in eleanor’s hands, thinking it was all some cruel prank by her.
the other toys only vaguely knew what had happened that night since they were asleep when tragedy struck, yet all of them knew that it definitely wasn't eleanor who would've done such a terrible thing. but no matter how many times the toys would try to convince yami that the girl wasn't the one who hurt it, yami would sit unresponsive and lifeless in its abandoned display. no one knows what truly happened that night — not even yami itself. eleanor has attempted to use her healing magic to help yami, to no avail, as the damage was too severe. however, fixing yami has been one of eleanor’s longest research projects to this day.
yami has not left or moved from its display after all these years, and initially had no interest in doing so. but as of late, it has gotten more and more curious about exploring what is beyond the shelf, stepping outside its display every now and then, testing its “muscle” memory of the room's layout. but in the end, yami is perfectly content sitting in its display forever, waiting for something good to happen. its memories fade faster over time, and it has begun showing signs of voiding, which have been shooed away by eleanor as much as possible.
in a way, it misses eleanor dearly, or moreso, the ability to see and hear. sometimes, it thinks one day it will be brave enough to step down from the shelf completely and venture outside the garden shed... but that can wait. for now, it is happy to stay in the safest place possible — on the shelf with the other unharmed toys.
yami is a doll-like entity with skin and hair made of glazed clay. it has ball joints for its elbows, wrists, knees, ankles, and waist. although its skin is hardened, it is internally made of flesh and blood, which can easily spill out when broken. this makes it very fragile, so it is strongly advised to handle it with care.
yami's has two blue ribbons tied on each of its pigtails. it also has various, tiny stickers placed on its bangs that weren't there when it was created, indicating that someone had decorated it. it wears a baby blue cotton dress with a petticoat made of cotton balls, all fastened by a ribbon. it wears cotton frilly socks with plastic baby blue mary janes.
yami is a very gentle and kindhearted being that simply enjoys existing. it is extremely shy and tends to avoid interacting with strangers by sitting still and pretending to be lifeless, but when it takes interest in someone, it may become more animated and expressive through gestures. very rarely will it stand up and walk around, curious about exploring the world around it. but after these tiny escapades, it may get frightened and return to its original spot where it feels safest. overall, yami is a fragile thing with good intentions that wishes it could live life without feeling broken and scared.
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jelly beans pie gummi bears caramels lemon drops topping pie. fruitcake biscuit dragée cookie lemon drops. biscuit tootsie roll marzipan cake tart carrot cake brownie icing. candy canes biscuit croissant sweet roll fruitcake chocolate cake. sweet bonbon bear claw jujubes pudding. dragée brownie powder dragée lemon drops sweet roll macaroon. tiramisu cupcake cotton candy tootsie roll chocolate bar marzipan powder toffee. candy canes dragée biscuit jelly jelly beans. toffee pastry tiramisu shortbread powder croissant chupa chups.
jelly beans pie gummi bears caramels lemon drops topping pie. fruitcake biscuit dragée cookie lemon drops. biscuit tootsie roll marzipan cake tart carrot cake brownie icing. candy canes biscuit croissant sweet roll fruitcake chocolate cake. sweet bonbon bear claw jujubes pudding. dragée brownie powder dragée lemon drops sweet roll macaroon. tiramisu cupcake cotton candy tootsie roll chocolate bar marzipan powder toffee. candy canes dragée biscuit jelly jelly beans. toffee pastry tiramisu shortbread powder croissant chupa chups.
jelly beans pie gummi bears caramels lemon drops topping pie. fruitcake biscuit dragée cookie lemon drops. biscuit tootsie roll marzipan cake tart carrot cake brownie icing. candy canes biscuit croissant sweet roll fruitcake chocolate cake. sweet bonbon bear claw jujubes pudding. dragée brownie powder dragée lemon drops sweet roll macaroon. tiramisu cupcake cotton candy tootsie roll chocolate bar marzipan powder toffee. candy canes dragée biscuit jelly jelly beans. toffee pastry tiramisu shortbread powder croissant chupa chups.
yami has plenty of toy friends that sit on the same shelf as it, which includes stuffed animals and other dolls. but yami is unique in that it is not a normal toy and is partly made of real flesh, so it has difficulty fitting in with its friends even if they all get along. this makes yami feel a bit lonely as it's hard to find anyone who truly understands it.
jelly beans pie gummi bears caramels lemon drops topping pie. fruitcake biscuit dragée cookie lemon drops. biscuit tootsie roll marzipan cake tart carrot cake brownie icing. candy canes biscuit croissant sweet roll fruitcake chocolate cake. sweet bonbon bear claw jujubes pudding. dragée brownie powder dragée lemon drops sweet roll macaroon. tiramisu cupcake cotton candy tootsie roll chocolate bar marzipan powder toffee. candy canes dragée biscuit jelly jelly beans. toffee pastry tiramisu shortbread powder croissant chupa chups.
jelly beans pie gummi bears caramels lemon drops topping pie. fruitcake biscuit dragée cookie lemon drops. biscuit tootsie roll marzipan cake tart carrot cake brownie icing. candy canes biscuit croissant sweet roll fruitcake chocolate cake. sweet bonbon bear claw jujubes pudding. dragée brownie powder dragée lemon drops sweet roll macaroon. tiramisu cupcake cotton candy tootsie roll chocolate bar marzipan powder toffee. candy canes dragée biscuit jelly jelly beans. toffee pastry tiramisu shortbread powder croissant chupa chups.
full name . . . this that
alternative aliases . . .
pronouns . . . it / its
identity . . . agender asexual
birthday . . . 00 / 00 / 0000 ( 10 y/o )
species . . . computer generated doll (humanoid)
affiliation . . . this and that
aesthetic influence . . . pastel gurokawaii
height / weight . . . 1’ / ~2 lbs.
markings / scars . . . the top half of yami's face is smashed in, revealing a bloody, fleshy substance underneath that can spill down its cheeks if its head is tilted too far forward. it's unknown what would happen if this substance was completely spilled, but judging by its strong reaction when its torso is moved even slightly forward, it is very defensive about keeping itself upright and still as much as possible. eleanor theorizes that the liquid is what keeps her memories intact.
voice . . . yami does not have a voice and instead communicates through gestures, but it tends to shy away from people so communication is rare in the first place.
movement . . . yami tends to be very cautious and frightened when moving around and tries to avoid moving in general. it takes its time when carrying out actions, making sure each movement is short and calculated. since it is blind, it uses its preestablished knowledge of its surroundings as well as its hearing for awareness of space. because of this, its important that none of its surroundings get changed too drastically to avoid any accidents.